"how's it going to be between you and me cause i don't care"-third eye blind
yea that's a lie but i do like the song. i do care. too much. being vulnerable is never a good thing. and i've learned not to be. learned from a few experiences.
i wish he'd just tell me what he want so i could stop guessing and playing scenes inside my head and blankly staring at the biology textbook because i need to be productive and crawl under a rock to study.
woah..the familiar song is playing again. it's all a fucking circle and im the horse on the merrygoround, smiling like the idiot, alone.
sorry if this is a bitter entry. :-/
lack of communication is never too great is it? oh well whatever. time to sleep...i love my blanket. it's soft and it loves me.
-g1