it's been...a week

~G2~ if i didn't sometimes feel like retreating into a little hole to hide away, maybe i wouldn't feel so perfectly useless. today's as perfect a day as you can get in february. it's bright, cheery, warm. makes you think that it's almost possible, that it's like...what it was before. but it's not, which maybe accounts for the fact that something doesn't feel quite right. ~G2~