and you said what again?

i wana do yoga! like darma (on darma and greg). sometimes i wish i was her. so carefree and vivacious. but it's because of her parents, and i know my environment has molded me into...something quite the opposite.

and he said hi and i wondered if it could mean anything but that would just be ridiculous. "push it out, fake a smile". and it's not like i feel anything. it's just all an excuse. cause im bored. cause i want change. and cause im stuck. but that's besides the point. right?

actions should not have meanings. they should just be. no thought process. live in the moment? ok..sure..(thinking to self...) i should really stop doing that one of these days.

trust the voice within. what a joke.

-g1