March 06, 2003

9:31 p.m.


events long ago

I was complaining to him on the phone about something trite. I was telling him about how Mike and his gf were pretty much broken up over the summer. and my best friend started liking him, but one problem, they are pretty much back together. and because of one reason, they now have a class together: Chemistry. and somehow, although it didn't directly have anything to do with me, i was annoyed.

and he paused on the receiving end and then chuckled and said "haha...they have chemistry together".

I sighed, undestanding the play on words, and gave up because the force bonding those two together was too strong. they had chemistry together for chrissakes.

and i think i wanted to say something about the guy. he was, after all, the guy who also suggested that i do "Chairman Mole" for my bio/chem project, and said he'd provide the little red book. (of course i ended up NOT taking his suggestion and did Molezart) and he was the guy i talked to until 3 in the morning. about what? i can't recall anymore.

sometimes i miss the little quirks (ok stan) about him but then i remember the evil manipulative side of him. i guess this is one of those days you remember fond moments...and then you feel guilty because you shouldn't be allowed to have them because he is scum and scum shouldn't make you happy, right?...right.

and it makes me wonder about the moments being created these days and what good would come out of it...or will i just look back and be too ashamed and guilt stricken to want to remember.

"she likes you"

-g1

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