goody

i'm such an idiot. also, why should i be so happy flipping through cd jackets? i think i've figured out, there's a lot i want to do. and i think my problem is that i see through everything i do. or maybe it's just arrogance and i'm not as big a hypocrite as i think. i keep thinking that in two seconds, i will just stop thinking and i'll maybe do something worthwhile.