too early for school

ten hours of sleep will make anyone...exactly the same as ever, only less likely to doze during chemistry. yeah. hooray for the inane idiots of society. i applaud myself.

can't i...i dunno. should this be a good thing? because i think i'd rather make something bad of it if i can help it, as i'd always rather do when i feel forgotten, or when i've already left everything behind. memories don't hold the same intensity that they used to, which is especially frusterating in light of everything i can remember and everything i used to feel.