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i purposefully overslept today until i felt sick for lying around and breathing into my pillow. i didn't meet my arbitrary deadline. i haven't done any of the things this summer i said i wanted to do, except maybe the garden, but that doesn't seem to be going very well. i don't know, i feel like a useless blob and i'm dreading going to school again in the fall because i know it will be the same situation, except much worse than my situation would have been if i stayed.

the one benefit of oversleeping - dreaming to the song "i wear my sunglasses at night"