june is over

i just realized it's already a week into july, and i'm getting that panicky feeling like time is passing too fast and all i wanna do is scream and go absolutely looney to make everything stop.

this weekend was the only time in a month when i actually felt sane. but now that i'm back all this routine is driving me crazy. i have got to do something about this or i'm gonna jump out of my flippin' skin here.

...maybe it's the lack of sleep, but i keep on hearing my cell phone ring tone very faintly in my head, even though my phone is right here and it's not ringing. arrrrghhhgh