man... old diaries from when you were 15 and barely a sophomore in high school are absolutely nuts. i was one hell of a deep, philosophical mofo, so ha take that sartre/nietzche, an emo kid can come up with your philosophy bullshit without even knowing your name.
"i am not the creation of my mind." (haha)
"i'm the most outgoing when i feel the worst.. when i feel the ugliest.. because i know i can't be pushed any lower." (aww :( )
"hm, so stan isn't gay.. stan likes shan.. wow. what..a..surprise." (HAHAHAHA)