baby steps

all i'm looking for right now is just a decent night's sleep. and to get through the last three weeks of the semester. and to get the "future" in order. if that's possible. those days when i could sleep like a log for 10+ hours at a time seem like a dream. like a hallucination. an imaginary past. ...maybe there's something physically wrong with my body, that i keep on waking up. should i go to the doctor? ...after i get all this crap out of the way, maybe.