snotty (i'm sick)

i woke up this morning at 7:30 and i thought, holy crap i slept thru the whole day and missed my orgo final what the fuck am i going to do??? but of course, i did not really sleep for nineteen hours straight. i've never been this crazed about exams before. it's kind of stressful. but at the same time it motivates me to study. not that it helps. i kinda wish i had all three of my remaining exams to do right now, just to get it over with. 'cause i feel like one of those wind-up toys and i know i'm just gonna keep spinning around in high gear until it's all over. and this requires a lot of energy. i also wish i were studying right now instead of surfing the web. but you can't have everything. or any of those things i suppose.