god

i don't care if it makes me a fucking loser old lady person going to bed early and sleeping and controlling my life so i can do just this, i hate life when i don't sleep. and i hate to whine (ha), but i also hate feeling weak and tired and out of sorts and like i want to be anywhere except where i am at the moment. maybe it's just a crappy week, maybe it's just the test i just failed (fine--exaggeration), or who knows, maybe it's pms, i'm just not in the mood to not be pissy right now. ARGH.