hummmm

i am such a mom. i've never been in a state where someone had to take care of me... i have always been the caretaker, i will most likely always be the caretaker, holding back my own hair as i puke in a garbage bag. (not that i ever have puked, but if i did, that's what would happen.)

in other news... i wore a disgustingly indie outfit today and i kind of kicked ass at being a smartass. plus, recently, my life has secretly revolved around hummingbirds. i'm not sure what that symbolizes. -g3
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edit:
Hummingbirds show us how to re-visit the past for the purpose of releasing it instead of being caught in a permanent pattern.

Many Native peoples see the sacred Hummingbird "as a symbol of getting to the heart of a matter and of clarifying an issue.

Colibri or hummingbird is recognized in Taino tribal lore as the sacred pollinator and disseminator of all new life.

Julia White tells us that a hummingbird person cannot become addicted to any artificial stimulants for it finds its joys in its own heart.
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i think i need to start checking my horoscope again because i'm experiencing some weird cosmic coincidences that are pretty freaking sweet....