a positive outlook

i will try to have a positive outlook in the coming months. for example, instead of saying, "oh god, look at how much work i have to do, why did i sign up for all this what was i thinking," i'll say, "i really like doing this stuff and i want to do it and lucky me i get to spend all this time doing it now." and instead of thinking, "oh god when am i gonna get this mri what if i need surgery what if i need it and i decide not to get it when the heck is this mri thing going to happen?" i'll say, "wow, here's my chance to get the biceps i always wanted, though i never actually gave much thought to it before..." hum. i wish i came with a reset button that could, like, reset me psychically with the push of a button.