still not over it

i am a rabid stalker. i found out that the drummer poked me RIGHT BEFORE he got his girlfriend. so i missed the opportunity by almost no time at all, and they are still going out and are surely to be wed. darnit. i still can't believe any of that happened to me.

in other news, i may have some sort of left-brain malfunction and i'm getting an MRI. i'm kind of excited. to quote the doctor: "geez, i really wish for once you would come in with something normal. you are a neurologist's dream." great. more material for my future tragicomedy-memoir, "i'm good, considering...". look for it in stores in 6 years, maybe.