it's gotten to the point...

... where i am semi-abusing prescription drugs that aren't prescribed to me, and drawing rooster heads because i want to experiment with texture.

boredom sucks. a lot. especially when there's a 20pager that needs to be done but you can't get yourself to do it but you can't let yourself have fun because it's hanging over your head.

nick drake is NOT emo, even if he did say that darkness can give the brightest light and he killed himself at age 26.