prolonging the fantasy

i almost most likely definitely probably will be going on tour this summer (I HOPE!!!!). I AM SO EXCITED (ish) (except not entirely because I may have options, and I don't know which one I should take, and I could miss out on something which will be good for "my future" aka doing research, getting published, applying to graduate school. humph.)

in conclusion: YESSSSSCRAPPPP.

also, i am counting chickens before they hatch. in more ways than one. (in case you don't understand, i mean my real chickens that i am counting on hatching.)

edit: one thing is leading to another, yet again. thank you, universe.