life choices

i have my first in-person interview on wednesday and i'm terrified. this is for the job that i never applied to and never intended to try for - i sent them an incorrect resume and the phone interview went terribly. and now i'm starting to feel like i should try because this is my only point of entry into the corporate world. if i don't get it, then i will most likely work as a temp until i save enough money to work for a nonprofit or on an organic farm in central america. this is when i will either begin the path to "success" or continue to waste my education by running away and getting a blue collar job.

of course i'm overthinking it because the interview hasn't happened yet and i have no idea if i'll even be offered a choice.