.. it's senseless to be involved with something that only brings you down... even if for a moment it makes you happy.. it's not worth it. that kind of joy is shallow... it'll never solidify into a real emotion.. it'll fade as soon as the idealism is replaced by reality. and so.. out of sight, out of mind.. avoid the unsolvable problems.. don't be tempted by "what if's" or "maybe's".. gain control and block unhealthy habits. yeah.. here's to the summer and amnesia.. :D
grr.. it's monday.. i swore it was tuesday... now my week is allll messed up.