January 09, 2002

7:55 p.m.


just a bunch of babbles again

"i eat because i'm unhappy and i'm unhappy because i eat"--

okay. so those are truths told from a classical movie. but it's more complicated than that. i eat b/c i'm stressed, happy, unhappy, deciding if im happy OR unhappy. or maybe i just enjoy EATING!? grr...why can't i enjoy doing something else...like...idno... NOT eating?

someone a few days ago said that i was simple...not simple-MINDED...but a simple person, like not complex or w/ layers or something. should i take that as an insult or just be glad that im not all that perplexing?

well i PASSED too! i should have failed...but i got lucky. all luck.

okay, i can't say i'm over him. but i can say this. im not in denial. i have accepted the obvious. we're two very different people...whose personalities..or or lack there of...prevents us from "clicking". yes. clicking. i believe he does have a great personality and a lot of other great qualities. however to me, he might as well just be a picture of tom cruise up on my wall who i gaze with admiration. [i don't have one of him by the way.] sure i still think he's adorable...but personality does count. sucks huh?

there are only FOUR single female for every FIVE single male. grr. life is unfair. oh and there are more pretty girls in this world than there are pretty guys. grr...he's so pretty. heh. old habits die hard.

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