i honestly wouldn't care too much if i failed most of my classes.. it's not like i work "so hard" because i have to.. ((hehe, so hard. if you know me, you'll know that i try my very best to do a lot of things half-assed and at the last minute. lack of time is my only motivation for schoolwork.)) i do it because there's not a whole lot else you can do in school. i mean, you can't just sit back in your desk while everyone else is taking a test and stare at the clock. that's boring. by law you have to attend school, so i try to make the best of it.. but its just so freaking annoyinnggg.. day after day it's all the same.. already 21 tally marks (hehe) and none of them stand out. ugh. boredom.
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hehe, on another, non-schoolish note.. i think a lot of people confuse deep with depressed. ((it works the other way around, too.. just because someone is excessively happy, that person is thought of as shallow. ..not true..)) sure, if you're depressed what you'll say sounds like it has more depth to it, since you'll be all pessimisitc and stuff.. but it's no more original or innovative than another depressed person's thoughts.. and most likely it is one-sided. i think being deep is looking past the physical and obvious and understanding (or at least trying to..) why and how.. basically, to be always thinking and questioning. idno.. i guess the non-real deep people are just viewed that because they don't enjoy life and analyze it.. picking apart all of the negative aspects and creating some b.s. theory about why it sucks. it sucks because it sucks. there's not much else too it, and hardly a reason to try to understand something so.. pointless. if you aren't considering the positive aspects or any other mindframes.. well.. i guess that makes you kind of shallow. because you can only view life at one perspective with a closed mine.
hehe. i'm procrastinating, can't you tell? yeah, watch me fail the test tomorrow. oh wellll..
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