hm.. i think i just started feeling a bit guilty.... nah, nevermind, i'm too demoralized for that. never considered myself vengeful until now.. feel my wrath dirtbag. :D :D you were never god, you were never good, and now it's common knowledge.
reality isn't what i had wished it to be. i changed. wow. shocker, real shocker.. i feel so mean, i feel inbetween.. i'm about to give you away. ha, right.. what backbone? i hope this is just a side effect of anger, but maybe it's really me. maybe i don't need this bullshit anymore, maybe i hate the world and i should flush it all away, because this is not what i wanted... to be an inconvenience. so naive.. so sick of being the one who cares. yep, always the four letter words that cause the controversy, wrongfully applicable in this situation... argh stop being such a bitch. ok, that's nice. bye.