October 15, 2002

9:12 p.m.


a girl ...changed? never in my mind!

she said that girl changed. she changed? so what. i still can't get that image out of my head of her. the annoyingly high pitch voice reeking of fakeness. the only image i have of her is her complaining about other people. people below her. people not as cool as her. so she's matured and she no longer hangs out with them. so what? it was in her blood. it's in her blood. and i resent her for it. for all the bad things she's said about others, and all the times people like her, her friends, ignored the rest of us as if we weren't good enough to even be acknowledged. yea i resent her because she represents all those people.

heh.. i talk about her as i actually understand her...as if i actually knew her. i guess nothing has changed since jr. high. except our perceptions of ourselves. i suppose. **sigh**....okay...

-g1

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