past new years

I guess I am shy. It took me 3 yrs to even start talking to nate...and in another country at that. i was always the kind of person who would just SIT there...until you come up and talk to me and ask me to do things. i was too shy to even ask for a coke when i was five. heh. most of the time, i just don't bother with talking to complete strangers cause i don't have enough energy to make small talk...nor do i enjoy it much. i like the comfort of familiar faces.

Past New Years [for my own reference sake...i can only remember back to 5th grade]

5th grade: oh! this was a good one. i was so-> excited. it was at this guy, adam's, house. his parents and my parents were friends, and they always threw like huge chinese gatherings. i, being a mere kid, fell into deep infatuation with adam. i still remembered what i wore that day! it was this purple turtleneck. when we got there...there were a lot of other girls..older girls. i didn't know many ppl...but i still remembered having a good time. mebe it was b/c he was there. but i do remember one thing, when we were doing the countdown, i was blowing a whistle, and IT DIDN'T WORK. then adam laughed. and i thought it was so cute. musta been a bad omen.

6th grade- um...i remember going to florida that yr, so i musta just spent it on the road back...? [shrug]

7th- this was fun too! i spent it at mike's house. us kids and like 8 adults played cards till 2 in the morning. great fun. i think it was some time after that i started likin him. mebe it was his card skills. hehe or NOT.

8th- this was like millenium 2000. we just got back from New York. i FEEL ASLEEP! we had a family over...and the 6 year old feel asleep later than i did.

9th- last year. i slept over at diana's house and we "dyed" our hair. i was relie bitter at that time...and i watched her and her lil bro play nintendo all night. ugh...not too exciting.

so that was it. i hope this new year will be better...than the last 2 at least. altho i do think my hair lacks color. oh..im not as bitter n e more...but..."everybody needs someone sometimes..."

~*g1*~