oh, that reminds me of what this one person said to me ..
"sometimes, i just like hate EVERYONE!"
lol, that had to be one of the funniest things i've heard this year.. just cuz of the person who said it. hm.. ever wonder what the hell you're doing? supposedly i should know what i would die for so i know what i'm living for.. but i'd die just to die.. so does that mean i'm living just to die? yeah, that's not good.. i need to change that somehow. i can't wait until i can drive.. maybe that'll be my reason to live for now? or to get a baby monitor..? lol.. yep, i need to find one of those. wow, maybe if i actually HAD a life i'd have a reason for living.. but i guess i'm not that "lucky". i really hate how some people who have lives still don't find a reason to live.. i think that proves they're mentally ill. maybe they need drugs.. but what exactly does prozac do..? i'd be afraid to take that.. to quote someone.. "it turns out everything i thought was a part of my personality was just mental illness.. it's really depressing. . ." ha.. how ironic. oh.. and just for clarification.. by hate, i don't mean the people.. i only hate how that's the way it goes.. that for some reason they can't be all that happy. poor them..
oh yeahhh, CLICKY! you can't overdose on thattttt..
maybe some day i'll actually say what i mean.. but until then i'll just deal with it.