wow...boys are bad. they should die. haha...but oh they are so very cute. just the relationship part of it all.
it's so odd how ppl perceive me sometimes. or just one person. he thinks im easy. haha...if only he knew how long ive been strung on one person...if he only knew that i don't fall that easily...if he only knew i don't fall unless i fall first. if this doesn't make sense, don't worry, it shouldn't.
did he really lose his virginity at 14? if so, i will have lost all faith and respect for him...how dare he! ...i doubt it's true. he's too much of a geek at heart. i love geeks. =) geeks rule!
i want a real relationship. a meaningful relationship...that lasts...longer a mere 4 months. and...one where i can trust him fully...and completely without feeling like crap. hmph...
so....impossible....