well. can't say i didn't try. failed, but tried... it's the effort that counts, right? yeah. if only..
it's 3:50.. and for some reason my entire family, including my dog, is awake. they're just.. walking.. around.. i should be reading, but i can't exactly concentrate. school's starting, everything will change... i don't want it to.. no one's online.. moments don't last long enough.. neither does denial... "the possibilities are endless because there is no beginning.." (lol g1..) geez i wish i could sleep... wish i didn't care.. screwed either way i guess. right. as it should be...
RIP Timmy.... I HEART YOU. i can't even write anything about it... i'd rather pretend it never happened... he'll be missed..
::g3::