lalalaaaaaa

comfort. life sucks, find some comfort. get the hell away from it all, dig a hole and crawl inside. every time i try to explain myself it's somehow misinterpretted. ha. and that's part of the claim. no one understands. alright. so i guess that's too hasty of a generalization... i have a few people who miraculously empathize, but they're never there when i need them. yeah.. how selfish.. need. vengeance, control, confusion, eloquence... all a bunch of bullshit. i don't live in the real world. not at the moment, at least... so i guess in a sense i'm not living at all. surprise surprise. stop the drama. stop buying, stop watching, stop playing, stop listening. stop smoking and stop caring. it's all for nothing.. but hey, if it's actually working for you.. if you actually feel useful.. keep it up buddy and congrats... but i need a better solution....