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when you hardly see some people.. but talk about them once in a while.. they end up as figments or your imagination. i have no proof, but it's TRUE. and then, if you eventually see the people.. it's extremely surreal.. because they don't technically exist anymore.. they become more like tv characters that can be talked about but never to. hm, yeah, that sucks.. but it also depends on the persons.

i will be a horrible gambler when i'm older.. i keep betting money on the dumbest things... of course i'm never serious.. but the fact that it seems to be a natural reflex... yeah, that's bad. odysey was kinda cool today... almost fun, overall.. or at least memorable.. even the waiting 2 hours before classes started was "interesting". circus boy i could've done without, though.. it wasn't only his perversion.. it was his patheticness that made me wanna.. die.. hide.. just get away. i hope tomorrow will be funnish and i'll at least know one person in every class.. but i don't know if i could be that lucky. yeah.. this thing isn't at all entertaining anymore (lol. or whatever it was..).. it's not even a cure for boredom. oh well.