hardly any hw tonight. and then im too confused to know what to do with all this extra time. no identity. with that, nothing seems to be worth much these days. once you lose the passion, you lose the life. and if you never had passion, then what?
he asked if we actually believed college would be different, if we actually believed that life after college would be good. shut up. don't ruin that potential passion that i lack now. just shut up please.
and it's not like i still depend on dawson's creek to fulfill this hole, this emptiness i can't placate with food. damn it, it needs to just go away. i don't know anymore. maybe i never did. did you know that cause of felicity the urban college applications rose significantly? of course you do since you went to that 6th semester thing as well. in search of some answer. answer. ha. it doesn't exist. and you won't realize what has happened until you've been thrown out of the whirlwind. or was it life? can we just stop life? pause button, maybe a mute button. or perhaps i can just be a spectator and watch....
-g1