It's weird. I was listening to this song in the car on the ride home and I thought of our situation and feeling that way. But you know that Plato thing about how being a physician should be wanting to cure people and not for the profit? Well, for a long time I knew that it wasn't going to work, but I didn't want it to end because I didn't want to be alone, didn't want to feel that emptiness inside. But if I really liked you, it should have just been because I truly liked you, right?
And if that didn't make sense. Well, that anxiety ridden empty feeling that I dreaded didn't last for more than a few seconds, and I think it was quickly filled with a sigh of relief and a feeling of freedom.
So it is a good thing and I'm glad that I was strong enough to finally let it go because I truly feel that we did the right thing and I feel pretty good about it.
Room to breath, again
-g1