For the most part, things in hindsight seem so irrelevant and trite to me. Mostly, I view myself then as stupid. Always. But now, I'm typing here, realizing that I am stupid and petty right now.
I want to graduate from melodrama, listless and wavering emotions, experimenting, and all that other useless wastes on a young mind.
I really do. I really am getting sick of it.
But it's hard, you know, living in the moment and all, with all the things that you once loved and cared for. It's hard to just turn your back, walk away, pretending you've grown up.
-g1