why did you come at all?

if it wasn't for me?

sometimes i just want to tell everyone, i'm not motivated, i'm not driven, there's no "why" behind anything i do, it's just random shit that i feel like doing that seems interesting or absorbing at the moment so don't ask me to provide any sort of significance or justification for myself or my actions. but of course that doesn't work. that doesn't work at all. that is just not acceptable.