going to a place where i am always high...

if my name was elizabeth i'd have a great depressing song to sing to myself when my life is shit and piss. but no. the only song i know of with my name in it is mambo number 5.

don't want to go "home". don't want to stay here, be around these people anymore, either. missed out on basic social etiquitte, exit routines, hello's. hate feeling like it's pointless half the time, the bullshit sentences in small talk, getting to know the details of someone's life. it should just feel right without words.