all of the sudden i am no longer excited about being away for so long. i think it has to do with the free decemberists concert at millennium on my birthday. i'm going to miss chicago in the summer and my friends.... :(
also, i am overly conscious of my immune system. my memory b cells going crazy right now with all of the antibodies and i feel woozy.
"teach only love for that is what you are." thank you, fortune cookie.