the call

ick, sorry, another entry.. i'm so pathetic.

i was in a pretty crappy mood.. cleaning my room while listening to music.. when one of my friends called. we finnnaalllyyy called the guy we were talking about calling for a while.. our old neighbor. during the summer we tried that earlier, but he was in new york.. hehe.. his dad asked if he could know who was calling.. i said no, that's ok, bye. lol, i was so pathetic. but this time we actually got a hold of him, and surprisingly he didn't end up to be what i thought he would be. he wasn't a stuck up prep.. he was a pretty nice.. strange, but normal.. guy. we talked for about an hour, but my friend wouldn't say much of anything.. so i had to come up with all of the stupid comments and questions.. idno.. it was interesting.. except that didn't accomplish what i wanted to. i was hoping he'd be a jerk or at least wouldn't want to talk to us.. not saying anything.. so that way i could just "put my past behind me".. or something like that. i guess what i did realize is everything (or most things) may have changed, so the past can't be relieved.. but i don't wanna black it out. there were some fun times. :) lol.. i wonder what he must be thinking.. he probably got off the phone and said.. "um.. that was weird.." oh well. at least i got it over with.