content....meaning...what?

how and when will my age catch up with me? i'm almost a gasping seventeen years of age. uggghhh...i thought i'd be so much more mature by now. still not knowing anything. still being stupid, prideful, and letting little things get to me.

yet despite all that, im content. for a long time i haven't been. but now i am. content. that's a nice word. yes.

wow so long i've been either lonely, lost, or wanting some sort of a savior...and it's come down to this: contentment.

good...i guess...how should i know? i'll just sit back and watch every1 else now. enjoy the scenery. the pressure is off...

-g1