what do you see...?

ha.. i'm so disoriented. i woke up because my house was unusually quiet... i'm not sure if my family is home, but sleeping.. or.. gone... and i don't feel like caring at the moment. yep. everything is almost better...... "ok, keep telling yourself that, but make sure you believe it.." gr, darn.. brainwashing takes talent. nothing to do now, except keep smiling... "you know what would make you feel better? a scrawny neighbor boy.." lol, how true, how trueeee. didn't see this one coming. what day is it again.. monday..? ok, only a few more days until friday.. i can make it. and then saturday, sunday.. and monday again. but only 5 sets of six weeks to go. 8 more months. and then summer. and then this again... and 9 more months... monday... couple days until friday.. saturday, sunday...... summer again.... and then... after a while... summer disappears altogether... and it's just.. monday.... friday, saturday, sunday.... monday again... and months disappear... and years disappear.... and time stops... no more breaks. uhhuh.. can't wait. bring it on. bring IT ONNNNNN. "you think you could be happy some day, but you don't know how to look the other way....." woohooo i heart df.