maybe...today is just not my day. maybe this is not my year. or not my life. heh. so weird to think about it. depression. what a weird word. it doesn't fit me. it shouldn't. but then again... look around. how many people do i know is truly happy? who isn't sitting in front of their screens typing away, feeling like there should be something more to this life. as if this isn't what it should be. like there's something missing. no it's not something you want, or someone you want to get with. it's...to live again. or for the first time.
**sigh**...living takes the fun out of life. "relationships and heartaches, those two things are one and the same" - the ataris. if everyone's so damn sad. then there must be something wrong. something we're not doing right...we? it's not a group effort. maybe it never should have been.
-g1