December 02, 2001

10:15 a.m.


mood swings?

~G2~

heh, no one actually accused you of superficiality, g1, you did that yourself...heh...

so i haven't done anything relle, except read jane eyre and go shopping. and all i managed to do was read two chapters and buy a jacket and bubble bath stuff. went to matsuwa (?) which seems to have become a "hang out". which is strange. i guess it must be the food. finally took that bath yesterday, after everybody showered, so after about only an hr and a half, i was shivering miserably in there. (ok, exaggeration.)

well. i don't think anything can be said in defense of britney spears. (as was brought up a while ago by g3.) ppl kno what kind of image they're sending out, and in the pop world, that image is always set up and staged and deliberate. you don't make lil "britney dolls" (hee, like omeegod!) and not expect to appeal to girls under the age of TEN. and then go posing half naked on the cover of rolling stones magazine and expect those same girls to say, "well gee i like britney but that's just too mature for me." geez, i felt like i had to cover my sis's eyes the whole time we were at blockbuster. at least the employee finally moved that magazine to the back row. i don't think i've ever felt that much disgust for a pop star in my life. and it's not like i've never seen that magazine cover before. but w/ my sis there...i think i'm turning into a mom. !%@#

i've had so many d@mn mood swings for the past three weeks. months? i dno. kinda cheesy, but i wished on a feather that i blew away to have a more interesting week or so. (it was my sis's idea.) but i don't think mood swings are a good kind of interesting. at least it keeps me occupied. or my mind occupied at least. huh. it seems like whenever i don't write for awhile, i end up writing too much after. if i ever started a real diary, i think i would be writing in it for hrs. heh heh.

~G2~

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