re-taking the emo-ness test, i realize that i am not and never will be any type of emo. boohoo, i'm so sad. well, it's kinda funny cuz "emo" was the name i made up for someone for a (very) short period of time (hint, it's one of the other two ppl in here!) and then one day randomly searching for this person's nickname via napster, bingo! right there! tons of songs with the word "emo" in them! only all of them said "emo sucks, blah blah blah sucks, so on and so forth..." well i thought i was being stalked but i eventually i realized that my original name was already taken and didn't even sound that good as a name either so i dropped it. but i just dunno how to be this...emo, tho i have never learned exactly quite what it is, except that g3 tells me it has a lot to do with crying alone in the dark and feeling sorry for yourself. i guess i'm just not cut out for that. wah. and i even dropped a five percent from last time! how will i be able to go to the concert?! i'm becoming even more anti-emo than ever. more and more like that shaggy dude with glasses, and pooey, my hair is even the same length as his now! oh where oh where did all my hair go??? into the stinkin' trash, that's where. i feel so cold and alone without it. and in fact the boat ride was rather chilly today. i'm lost and vulnerable! tortured and conflicted! i don't know who i am anymore! oh when will this madness end?!
~G2~
p.s. i painted and everything is so bright and clear and ooh, look i can even see the little moths at my window trying to get in to reach my lamp!