"i'm real, what you get is what you see, you're telling all your friends, 'she's a bad bad bitch.'"
hmmm. do you have to be a bitch to be real? cuz i've been noticing, lately i've been getting less and less nice. but i don't think i'm being more "real", i think it's the opposite.
my so-called "image" must have changed since high school started. g3 says i haven't changed since sixth grade, but i definitely think differently.
and not only that, i think i'm coming off as psycho or something. i was walking in a big hurry today, and i happened to be going the same direction as this other guy. he kept on looking back at me nervously, as if he thought i was stalking him or something. and this happened TWICE with two different ppl!
i don't even kno why ppl pretend or act a certain way consciously. yeah, yeah, i kno all the cliches about it, but relle, no one's interested in how well you act (unless that's your job). or at least i'm not. i'd get rather annoyed if after knowing a person a long time, i didn't relle "know" them. maybe i'm being hypocritical. but in a odder, different way i think.
~G2~