it's hard if you're in high school and you are one of those people who look for a commitment or "stability". as one of the previous entries said before, it just doesn't work. he thinks that i probably don't care...and he might even think that i maliciously thought up some cruel "conspiracy" to hurt him. i guess he can come to whatever conclusion he wants...but he'd b wrong. i do care, more than he thinks. and i want him in my life still. but if he doesn't want it...then what am i suppose to do?
i hope everything turns out alryte...b/c he's a person that i wouldn't want to lose in my life...
oh well
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