it meant nothing. obviously nothing. IT NEVERRRR meant anything, but hey, it still happened. for a reason, naturally, since everything happens for a reason. well. only god knows what the hell that was for, or my peppy optimistic side can invent some bubbly bullshit about how my pessimistic side is underestimating the emotional sincerity, but yes, i'm not in the mood. i don't know. whatever. suck em dry and throw em out.. "we're in high school, that's just what people do." ..but i still feel that's.. wrong. adsfstulspaehclakfj
hm ok. i think i'm fine now. nice to vent. i almost miss blowing stuff out of proportion... i haven't been able to do that in a while, since i live in this utopian bubble and everything is so damn peachy. even this was a stretch cuz i'm not.. that... bothered. woohooo my life is boring. uhhuh k. smile and nod, smile and nod....